shall i be weak?

recently really weak... not because im having exams but becoz things that happen around me... dear's sis admitted to hospital due to accidents... he was very down and i need give him my full supports... in the mean time, today i just receive a msg from my cousin that my grandpa going to have a kidney check up... suspect kidney failure and might need operations... he already near 80 yrs old... if this operation being approve its gonna be another dangerous operation... i don know wat can i do... either im cold hearted or wat... now i need calm down and settle my own stuffs first... which are my pta and do well in my final to avoid any unneccesary repeat subjects... sigh... but sometimes, im glad im cold blood enough... my wife always said im very unusually calm... and very optimistic and strong wor... hmm... thinking back... i am the type can do alot of things in one times... maybe thats why she also say i had faced lots things than other normal ppl... thats why so called experients build the me of today... at this moment everyone can still c me smile and laugh as if nth happens... if i show those chi cham, sad or depress face will it helps? no right? might as well i faced it in calm and cheer full way? everything happen with a good reason behind it... only wait till the right times then can c whats the result... ^^ really surrender to Him dy... i believe that He have reasons for all this...

Trouble is a Friend

get this song from my roommate... like this song alot... even the lyrics and the music of the song suit me alot... hehehe... true ma... trouble really is our friend... it happen, we fed up... need look for ways to overcome it... then success... then learn new things... so trouble actually help us grow up... arent they our friend... muaks trouble... hehehe

the lyrics i also upload o~! so if feel like it can sing alone... hehehe actually i also put the video link... don really know whether it works... click the link ya... hoho
Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave, I try
Oh oh, I try!

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!
Ooo, oh ooo, ooo ahh

Legend

Doing revision towards my music quiz and listen all those classical music from the composer such as Mozart, Beethoven, and Hadyn… while reading the slide regarding their background… I was actually impressed… most of the legend are normal people, someone who have high ambitions even though most of the time are being forced too. Such as Beethoven, he became a musician are because of his drug addicted father who forced him to learn music to earn money… even though it was tough… and as wat I always said everything happen with a good reason behind it…. He turn out to be one of the legendary musician… the thing that impress me most is that before his death, he was actually deaf… yet, he manage to write his final piece of work. Who said musician must have clear ear… I guess it's was the spirit in music, and the love towards the music… feel… feel ba… hahaha… actually for me it shows nothing is impossible… yeah~! even a deaf can compose song… as a normal human who are normal in every term… I found no reason for giving up and telling myself in future "I regret this that… what if this that"… hmmm…. Need put more focus on wat I wish to do, want to do and wish to do… muahahha…. Who knows… one day I can be legendary as well… at least in my own life im success… that's most important…. But funny thing is hor, I also realize most legendary are 1^st, poor, 2^nd weird (maybe because they are too into what they doing till people think they weird) and 3^rd never give up till their last breath…. Hmm…. GENG~!!!!!

plan to upload part of his work... but fail... so wat to do... no fate... muahahaha

Awards...

And the awards goes to..... ME!!!! yeash~!!!
1st of all, i would like to thanks my ex colleage Rowena (rose as in her blog) who gives me the chance to win this award... im so touch and suprise actually ( wiping tears liao... ) hehehe... coz this is my 1st awards after blogging all this while... hehehe... i actually receive this for quite sometimes, just that din manage to say thanks... hohoho... but hor... i don know how to give awards le... sigh...

lastly would like to thanks blogspot.com for giving me chance to talk alot ... hahaha...

FEB dinner 09

Went for my faculty dinner last nite, 11st 04 09. At least need attend such functions after struggling and study for 3 years in this faculty... hehehe… the theme of the night is "Paradise addicts"… which end up we all have own theme… wear formal yet nice… hahaha… as for me? As usual la as simple as possible… hahaha… when I reach there, I'm kinda surprise as there are a lot of pretty ladies and handsome gentlemen around… most of my ladies friend even put afford in makeup and on… heard that they started go saloon set their hair in kinda early time, around 3pm… me? 4pm I just wake from nap… hahaha… can imagine I din really set up anything… the only reason I wake so early is because I want to dry up my hair only… hahahaha…. As for make up? At 1^st I did it by myself, then my roommate saw my make up and ask me wipe off as she wish help me put on better colour… hahaha…. All is FOC…
some of the pic i took with friends...
With my wife...

with Cking...

with hello kitty fans -> ms Fang Fang



hohoho… coz the dinner start by 730, while the scheduled from Unimas, the bus supposes start by 530… (SUPPOSE LA)… end up the bus arrive by 6pm… sweat… -_-~! so end up? I'd been starving since 4pm, coz the bus came late, really speechless…

When arrive there, all I know is mogok… coz I'm hungry… some more when I arrive already after 730pm… then the meal haven started… I'd been hungry for more than 3 hours… sobs… but in another hand is that nite I have "nature" flat tummy… due to hunger… good le… hohoho…. Bit disappointed as lots of the lecture dint manage to make to the dinner as they too busy currently towards our PTA, final exams and things like that… tot of wanna take pic with them… specially those lectures who teach me b4 and my supervisor as well… but… sobs sobs… nvm la… other times lo I guess… sad sad…

Then the dinner start with some praying and speech from the vice dean… the dean so nice… I guess my tummy sound too lousy and he heard it… so he only say main point which is " tanniah untuk pelajar tahun 3 yang bakal graduate, dan enjoy the party tonite"… muahahaha…. Less than 3 min… I like the vice dean so much… expect the meal will start… yet haven… junior start with great performance "singing" which I'm not fancy lots… my mind only have "food FOOD and food"… luckily after they sing, they start serve foods…

YEAHSSSSHHH… I like this part most… some more its not buffet style… bit like Chinese restaurant style, they serve one type of food per time… then the food are very nice… enjoy it a lot…

some of the foods .... yumm yumm...

Then another things that make me very shock oh~! Actually lectures sing VERY… yes, I mean VERY VERY ( please read by open your eye and mouth as big as possible… shock bah) WELL…. Walao…. Really really dint expect people from in lecture position, and the staff that I always sees so serious in office actually so open minded and can sing very well… wao…. The staffs started sing 1^st, some rocker sentimental song that I din really focus as I was busy feeding my tummy… then followed by my tutor Jeffrey, and my beloved mentor also my lecture En Sharizal… wau… my mentor can sing… then En Fathan with his bit Indonesian assent sentimental song… really touch our heart a lot….

Part of the show

Before end of the dinner, there is one star that came late, a very famous lecture, Dr. Evan Lau. Hmm… why said he is the star? Let me show the process from the point he enter the hall…

Around 1030pm he arrive – student all excited and screaming for him – he go to greet the VIP lectures 1^st – then greed the kids (students) and take pictures with them – then receive an award from faculty ( paiseh, forgot wat's that awards is for) – then sing ( guess wat… his voice is the best for the nite, as there is a row a ladies standing in front screaming, then take video and picture of him… as if an idol is on stage instead a lecture… sweat… ) – then continue to take picture with student….

Even me wanna take picture with him also need queue up… sigh…. But still manage take a pic with him la… ops… forgot ask him sign on the pic… hahaha… got take short snap of his singing moment… trust me… really sound so nice… perhaps Dr. Evan can become singer if he plan quit from becoming lecture… muahahha…. For sure can get lots profit as there already bunch of existing fans… hohoho…

THE STAR OF THE NIGHT --> DR EVAN

Overall, I enjoy the dinner so much… the junior really did a great job… even though I was starve to slim at the beginning…. Hohoho… hmmm… gonna miss the moment for all this while… some more 1 more month im going to wave to unimas and say I'll be back soon ( convo bah)… hohoho…. Hmmm… wat else I haven done b4 I leave… need start to think of something 1^st now….. hmmm….

this is part of Dr. Evan singing part... hahhaa... nice ler...

currently...

left one more week... then i will have final exams... thne? graduate dy o! (hopefuly) will relax at home for around one month... then fly to penang meet my dear... then start work when i get back here again at the beginning of july... need to recharge abit...
i want be like the bear.... ^^


this year been kinda weak... i actually never go clinic or anything when i sick... but this year i went to UNIMAS clinic twice... and the medicine they gave never less... sigh... but i take one only la... hahaha.... too stuborn towards taking medicines...
my march medicine....

c... even my ring is weak till broken dy...

so recently... the things n friends that accompany most will be coffee, lappy, friends that do funny things even when midnite... hahaha... inda enjoy the busyness... hohohoho crazy.... miao...
1am at angel apartment doing our music assignment...

my lappy... with spss data on it... muahahhahaha

my beloved coffee