new me?

I used to be someone who are very optimists, cheerful and full of confident. but recently i think i change dy... i started to escape from crop of people... i became so silent dy... i dont simply join other people talk unless its necessary... coz i always think that every words that i say may mean something different to different people...is this so called "matured" dy?
people around me used to be very supportive and always give me advise in "friendly" and "gentle" way... maybe this is why i always so happy even people used to complain me previously... even my uni life, my lecturer also will give us advise in proper manner after they vomit blood for marking our assignment and exams paper... hehehe...
people around me now are nearly the opposite of people around me previously... they will never give u a chance for mistake... once you make mistake then get ready get scolded as if you are the worst and most stupid person in the world... im not the type that get things in hard way... i really not comfortable with such new environment at all... they just never thought of your feeling... "Feeling"? is something that wont exist here... for them... people should not do mistake... if do mistake then you're idiot~!!!!!!!!! all those feeling? only my pillow will understand my real feeling now....
but what to do? i choose this path.... now the only thing i can do is be perfect person in their heart... guess it hardly for me back to the old me dy...

new hair

yeah~ actually cut this hair long time dy... just 2 days before i come to Penang... hahaha... coz want save money when at penang so cut it 1st at kuching... partly also coz started to get bored of my long hair... hahaha....

before


after


so which one look nicer le? hohoho

Im here

reach penang on the 6th night and started to work on the 8th... so far for the beginning 2 days i do nothing at the office... grow mushroom and do some readings and preparing for my job while waiting to be able to access to the company system...
at 1st though of posting up the photo of my company... but due to some confidential reason i think i better not posting it up... too bad... hoho
now burden my ah dear lo... he need wake up very early just to fetch me to work... hmm... what to do... thats the cost of having distant gf who plan come over... hehehe... so far everything are ok.... today just went out do some shoppings... hehehe.... tomorrow another day to go... hmm... it will be a challenging and interesting things i think... hmm.... in same time can blog too much as now my laptop stil got slide mental prob... need bring it go medical check up dy... owu.....

Lantern festival

1st of all, Happy lantern festival... heheheh

last night had celebrate the lantern festival eve with my tuition center kids and other colleague... the principal is someone who really wish to bring childhood memories for the kids through a small party... because nowadays kids does not have the opportunity like most of us did... hahaha.... although most of the times need take care of those "monkeys" so dint manage take lots photos...

all the kids parents are supportive, they brings lots of delicious foods for us... yum... and the principle also prepare some fire crackers and lantern for those kids... unluckily, as when the principle are playing the fire crackers i need take care of those kids from running around so i dint manage to take photo of it... sigh... overall, its a great celebrations and memories with them before i leave... hehehehe

they playing lantern... but as its a phone cam so bit blur


the nice foods and 100 plus



the kids who enjoying waiting foods and some start playing around dy...

3 more days....

3 more days i will leave kuching to Penang. it's going to be new chapter of life... hehehe... heard roughly bout my new job routine and had roughly know hows my life would be after this... hmm... will be very busy working life dy... but as long i put my effort and do my best i guess its going to be a great experience... hmmm...

what im worried of now are my students... they just started change their lazy habit to bit more hardworking after i force them for about 2 month then i need to leave dy... those kids are special... they never know their own ability just because they are bit slower than other students... hence most teacher assume them as useless and have no quality in studies... end up? those kids gave up themselves... sigh... really hope the new teacher who going to replace me will force them as i did... my intention is just wish to let them know they can do it as long they put more work than other kids... ^^

anyways... now i better plan what shall i bring over dy... hehehe... haven even started to pack... hmmm....... any suggestions?