Application of MAster

Just settle of my Master application in UNIMAS, hmm... not as complicated and not as simple as i thought... i only know working require resume, never expect study also need resume... huhu... lucky enough the staffs in UNIMAS are friendly and kind enough let me email those documents that not completed. or else i will need to trouble my dad for another 30 min trip to there again... sigh~ now only will wait for good news... huhu... wish me luck la~

healthy me~

started to fall in love with exercising recently... previously, i was never really like it because each time i get into exercise it means that it was time i gain weight. couldn't deny it was the same thing as well in the past two weeks when i just return from Penang. i was so damn desperate to lost few kg before mid of September as my dear will be convocation during that month... why does it bother me? because i wouldn't want my self look like a bun in his master convocation photo... hahaha

so when i reach home, i told my family that i must lost some kg within a month before i return penang in mid Sep. my dad is great, as he shows his greatest support for me, he bought only fishes and veges. haha... so now everyday there must be at least one type of veges... which is mostly finished up by me... can you imagine, now my breakfast are oats, fresh blended orange juice and alternate day yogurt ( because yogurt are so expensive so i couldn't afford daily yogurt :( sad) lunch i will have home cook simple meal, sometimes eggs, left over food and etc, then before my workout, i will mostly have a fruit, any fruit, apple, pear... just to avoid my tummy playing drums during my workout.. huhu

as for my work out, mostly i will refer to the link of : www.bodybuilding.com. at first this was my dear favorite web as he love building his body... haha... but recently due to my needs of reducing weight, so i need enter this web for proper guidance... then i started my own schedule of daily exercise... cardio + yoga + weight lifting of coz must + RESTING. daily around 30 to an hour... hehe...

after consistently doing it, wow... i really could feel the different... of coz not that now i have 6 pack and lost that butterfly arm and that football leg... just that i can feel my body slowly tone up.. and i really do sweat lot now... specially doing yoga, my whole body will sweat like i just finish swimming, and my leg, yes specially my leg can now sweat... hahahahha.... this is something that i think quite funny, previously i saw my dear leg sweat, i feel that was so weird, but now i know how does it feel. perhaps when do more sports, metabolism had increase, and this also help the pores breath better, indirectly, not only forehead, armpit and back will sweat... leg also will sweat man~ hahaha

will continue do so now, hmm... after lost those kgs, i think my next target is tone up my body... muahaha... i hope it will success~ yeah~ perhaps like Jamie in the picture below?? wu~

Back for good???

Yes im back~ Jeng~ hoho... had return my miao town after being in Penang for 2 years. don't be surprise, this was all within my plan, plan to return to continue my study~ hehe... yes, and as most of people curiosity, i really have a hardship of leaving my dear over there and let this relationship be in long distance again, sigh~ but i do believe that our strong believes towards each other will help us get through this challenge~ :D

so now, i was growing mushrooms and become internet addicted most of the time... as i was still awaiting for my future supervisor to provide me some feed back... it's a great time for me to settle down and relax for awhile as well after working like a bull for 2 years... :)

another prob is that i was also looking for a part time, after knowing how to earn good money and spend it not so wisely without hesitation, i really cant bare with the life without money anymore... haha... so wish me luck for my new life~ and i will back to active as bloggers again~ hurray?? -_X

Movie lesson

Having movie marathon with him... after watch eat, pray love then watch burlesque... and actually every week we went for movie... haha... couple seat before 12pm RM12 le~!!!

most of the time we will watch such heavy message type of movie at home, as for those fantasy movie such as i'm number 4 at movie due to the sound system are better... :D

after watch Eat, Pray Love... it causing me to have a lot of thinking... couldn't deny that most of the time i will link it to myself ( hey~ this is how people attract to movie k.. :D)... most of the time when fall in love, we tend to lose our self... most of the time we will change ourself to tolerant the another one so that we make sure we will be in his/her way of doing thing... such as when Julia Roberts met her 2nd BF, she become a "cleaner" and more demanding... perhaps this action only suitable for those that just started fall in love... because that will be the stage of " love is blind"... but once the couple start plan for future, they will become more realistic... but by that time, i believe the real identity of the partner already gone... why did i said so? because before reach the "realistic" stage, we already change to tolerant our partner,

there are two type of ending :
1 ) it's either we really can adapt to the new life, or the heart already filled with those little thing that we dont like instead love... sigh~ indirectly, we already lost the identity that attract our partner at the first place... sigh~

ok ok... come back to another way round,

2) so when the couple plan for realistic life, they notice they not only fall in love blindly due to "feeling", but the partner actually slowly shows their real identity and even change to become better person... so? happily ever after lo~ haha...

overall, this movie let me understand that the 1st rule to have good relationship is "love yourself before letting other people to love you" :)

but honestly, i'm quite disappointed towards the movie's ending... i still thought she will back to the 2nd BF... hmm...


As for the Burlesque, the message i get bit different

Even though the couple actually quite sweet and romantic, but honestly, it make me feel so unsecured because the guy have distance Fiance and yet still can in love with Christina... sigh~

but... but... it shows that dream actually achievable as long we keep and hold it strong with the will~ haha... nice movie...

hmm... wondering next week will watch what movie dy... hoho...

2010 Penang

1 year had passed lu... been here for 1 year + dy... soon will be back lu...
after celebrating valentine day with him yesterday, today I need accept the fact that i'm going back dy... at least within this 1 year i had celebrate new year eve, his and my birthday and not least valentine day... all not as what i expect. but guess i shall appreciate it anyway... :) something better than nothing ma... hahaha

will be leaving here around 16days more... then will stay at my own home town dy... hope previous year, all my sacrificial for this relationship worth it... as after return home town, i really dont know what will happen dy.. perhaps due to environment or due to ppl around me, i'm lack of confident within everything... trying my best to trust this relationship will work even if it's going to be a long distance relationship... :) lots ppl asking me specially my colleagues that what will happen between us... well~ as usual, i will just tell them this will only be the challenge for us lo~ if success then haliluyA~! if fail then bye bye lo~ what else right??

perhaps shouldn't worry much~ haha... as it seems my leaving doesnt give any impacts anyway... sigh~ maybe it's just me~

hmm... now i need to plan what i need to do when i'm back~ study? continue work??

if study ; part time or full time?

if work; can i accept the lower payment? or shall i wait till the worthwhile payment?

hmm... lot's more to think~ muhahahaha... brain just cant stop thinking...

Penang Bridge half Marathon

It's my very first time joining the once a year Penang Bridge Marathon Run... hehe.. yes~ i also never expect i can run coz most of the time i was so lazy to move... Ever since i came to Penang to work... get this influence from him... he love to exercise(beside loving his fishes... and yes, i will be lucky enough if in his last list)...

mayb like what people always said :" we will always try to do what ever the love one doing coz we wish to be with love during most of the times"... so i started to jog with him after working days ( most of the time i failed due to work load)... erm... usually he run first coz i run like a snail behind while he run like a leopard le~ haha... at least it is still a running le~

then from running only 1 km at least i improve i guess around 5 km... but still half way stop to walk and continue run... slowly my heart able to adapt such pumping rate... but sadly my knee still dont really able to support it... sigh

then the first run i join will be 10km ( actually less according to my jogging freak colleague) of city run... then i decided to take part in the half marathon as well...
i was lucky enough as my company was so supportive and sponsor all those employee who interested to participate in this run... so instead paying RM40 for the half marathon, i joined it for free ( with condition i must attend it on tht day).

since i was greedy and bit too ambitious, i took half marathon (21km) for my very first time..muahaha...( dear was worried that i couldn't make it as i seldom run... so need promise him that at least i will get medal) was so excited yet worried as i never try to run so long and some more i reach the ending point within 330hour to enable me get a medal... hmm...

half marathon goodies bag


so on the day it self, we woke up by 1am to get prepare to leave the house by 2am, the half marathon started on 3am(guy,) and 315am(female) for me... he even prepare some nice nutritions meal which is protein blend for me to avoid me fainted in half way through... haha...

the starting point was from Queens Bay, and to The bridge, then U-turn at the bridge, pass by E-gate, then back to Queens Bay again... for those that know this rotate shall expect how far it was...

once the run was started, i could hear thunder every where... i also plan pretend look so pro, so i had my ear phone with me... partly is so that i can distract my self from looking and knowing how far i still need to go actually... haha... once i reach the bridge, just few KMs before the U-turn back, the sky started to rained... and even sound like a pro... i run under heavy rain... hmm... was so enjoy instead worry... coz i know i will sound as if so Pro... run under the rain le~ hahaha...
then i heard and saw lots ppl was entering the ambulance cars, reason: most of us already have a "heat up" muscle after reach the bridge, the sudden rain had actually cause most runner's leg cramp... so like it o not can run need enter ambulance lo~ i even heard there are runner got heart attack... hmm...

lucky enough i still have energy to continue... half way through... my leg actually does not belong to me anymore... specially my left leg... for those who know me, definitely know my left leg was weaker due to previous injury... but again due to the medal and the promise i made for my dear... i continue to search for the "ending" sign...

in the end.. of coz i able make it... even though the timing was so closed to disqualify... haha... i reach there chun chun 321hours. haha... then my dear of coz more "geng" than me... he reach within 2hours plus only... hahaha... but i'm quite satisfy already as this is my first time of joining marathon... perhaps next year will join again... Hey~ it's not easy to be able run on the middle of the bridge without being horn and knock off k~ hahaha

my medal~



actually, once i step on the "ending" point and walk to take my medal... my leg also "puncture" already... directly can feel the pain and i even walk like a crap... hahaha... dear was nice enough, as i guess he already knew all this will happen, so he already booked SPA for both of us on the same day... ehhe... so i still able bit relax after that run... took me 3 days to recover... haha... really feel quite proud... hoho...

me me me

it's been awhile dint enter to blog... what else if not busy with my current life. it's been a year plus i "move" to penang... main purpose is him, 2ndly is because wish to experience something new...

guess what, i will soon back to kch dy... of coz the heavy heart feeling couldn't be avoided... :( lots of things running in my mind... what shall i do when i return... what will happen between us... and what is my next plan... too tired to plan or think about it... sometimes wish to enter into the comfort zone forever... hehe... too young to be lazy facing challenges of life...

guess there must reason behind why i need back... hmmm... maybe it will be a "test" between me and him... maybe there are something good back there which i wouldn't know yet... hohoho...

shall i look for new job or shall i further my study into another level?

my first plan is buy lots of books, then for first half year i rest at home and self motivate through those books... then refresh myself... the things that worried me most will be the sentimental parts... sigh~ complicated feeling~ :(