duty of a woman (my own theories)

as a woman, we play a lot of roles in our life... (the most basic one i mean... )
1. Children
2. lover/wife/gf/partner
3. parent
4. owner
5. employee
6. Sibling
7. ourselves
8. Friends


suddenly have this thought, maybe im a traditional girl la~ for me, the task of my life is as below priority (1 - most important, 6 less important)

1. Children
2. Lover/ wife/ GF/ partner
3. Sister 
4. owner of my pets (since i have no kids yet)
5. Friends
5. My self
6. Employee

for me i always try my best give my best to people i love, seeing them happy normally fulfilled me d... but if in another way of thinking, becoz of this some how i neglected myself... hm... end up some pretty women will win me because they look better... sometimes bit inbalance... because was disappointed not being appreciated for the thing been done... but in another way... those that doesnt appreciate my effort somehow not worth my times as well... oh well... i think i try my best to do 100% for everyone... specially myself

times chasing

goodness... i can feel i no longer young... getting older and sexier (sorry for those reader that just had meal :P)~ muahahahahhaha...

today use up bit money to pamper myself after so long... bought some "necessaries' for myself... notice that if i still take myself for granted sooner or later i will for sure regret... hehe... before i enter 3...i think i shall appreciate my 2... hahha...

lots families and friends actually cant recognize me d... most of them of coz praise me prettier (not sure true or not as well, and im so ugly meh last time T.T )... worst thing i ever heard is "eee, u slimmer wor~ lots of them size change d, surprisingly u still maintain ah"... hmmmm.... this motivate me more to maintain and improve my current size~! hmph~!! if possible i want it as sexy as those fitness model (huhuhu... once awhile dreaming ma)... hehehe... so that when old i still look hot~ muahahah

ok ok (erms)... sorry... bit lost control

i also notice that i also started to be more health concern d... need to think few times bout the food i consume according to my daily habit (if sleep late i try reduce heaty food) and my weekly diet... seriously, i can really feel the impact if i take myself for granted... why la last time when im still teenagers i never got such problem... i can even finish a box of ice cream and still no problem.. hmmm

anyways, im enjoy the whole process... because i know im become better (after lots people praising... kikiki)...

yeah~ im sexy and i know it

i like busy

this year a great year for me... starting back on track d... a thing that i notice during my busy schedule...
woman act MUST multitask.. or else they will use their extra time to simply think... seriously it happen on me

when i busy i will more focus on the things i want to do... because i know my schedule is pack hence i will focus so that i wont waste anytime and best if i can manage everything as planned. undeniable in between, i will never tell my love one 'im busy, later chat etc' i will always reply his msg (or shall i say watsapp according to the trend) or call him for some follow up... because for me, no matter how busy i am, he always in priorities... this include my families as well of coz...

when im alone too free... in most time i will start simply think... specially i have great imaginations... so you can guess how depress i will end up in most time... maybe im a lady... emotionally i need more attention even though most time people say im strong and independent (i am???)... hahaha

oh well... hope his positive energy keep flowing into my life~ and will let me built and share more happy and positive energy to people around me as well... hehehe...

Grumpy me

notice that my temper getting worst... aish~!!! suppose older the wiser... i feel opposite way... how ah/??? i lost patient easily recently... menopause???? oh my.... specialy when im hungry or lack of sleep... i will just silent and try control myself by not talking... those blind also can sense the aura from me~ hmmmmm..... no no no.... shouldnt be this way.... i think i shall go meditate... at least calm myself before it become a criminal ... huhuhu.... oummmmmm

He's the one

Found this article bout he's the one at http://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-9657/10-signs-youve-found-the-one.html

Frankly. .. I'm happy that I found the one... but too bad I'm not his "the one"... 

Sometimes it's not bout if you found the one... you also need to be the one for him... or else it's end up just "my prince charming"...

So when will it be im the one for him n he also the one for me?

Perfect Partner

oh well... at my age, most people is hunting for life partner d... lots booms throwing around me now... most funny... lots friends start advice me to "dont hunt for perfect guy, get one for life partner... or else will lonely", some will say " still waiting meh? cincai find one click on d... "

erm... not that im choosy or what... but i wish to married to someone because of love not because lonely or desperate lo~ hahaha... im not a perfect girl.. ops.. lady... so i dont expect im so luck to get a perfect husband/ partner/ lover as well...

saw this saying in FB... dont find perfect one, but be the perfect one, then the perfect one will appear...

haha... all this while i think im a good gf... muahahahhaa... not yet perfect.. so now the only thing im doing is keep improving myself... such as cooking... house chore... sewing... etc... (oh my, sound like the traditional woman d.. hahaha)  indirectly is upgrade my multitasking level lo~ hahahaha... oh well... if really not my luck... at least i will turn out be a wonder woman~ hehehe... not bad right? if he is lucky... then he can find me then~ muahahaa...

Great Start

the first afternoon of 2014... i receive a call from my FB friend... he offers me a part time job which is help him take care of his event promoters... since im unemployed... and so i accept the offer... hehehe... its a great start for me... at least i have income... haha..

was so busy in doing a lot of things recently... now only i have chance to open lappy and type here on my blog~ hehe... i can feel this is a great year for me~ hahaha

wishing everyone happy new year~! hahaha....