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It had been ages i dint upload any new updates about myself...

recently became workaholic... have a new thought - it's either i continue suffer from stress or i try my best to do the best... so i choose options 2...

since i dont like that job field... perhaps i shall give "him" a chance... so i made the effort to "know" him more... now it is more smooth for me... at least i know how to handle when there are crisis happen... end up? i became workaholic during weekdays... haha... i start from home by 645am, reach office around 715am... work until (most of the time) 9pm... haha... dinner? my ai xin dinner prepared by my dear = protein milk shake... hehe...

lucky my dear being understanding and always support me specially neglected by me during weekdays... weekend i will try my best to be good GF by accompany him la~ haha...

tomorrow - 21 June 2010 will be a day where i will be convert into permanent stuff... quite happy for it... at least my effort being notice... and most important this will motivate me more... ahhaa... yeah~ cant deny i'm that realistic... hahaha... but at least now im interested to be a good planner in manufacturing field... hohoho

lots things to update... just not enough time and energy to do so~ hahha

Where to find happiness?

for all the sudden feel so empty... keep on letting my self in busy mode... but heart still thinking bout the matter... i really hope it was just a night mare... then i shall wake up and walk away from that darkness... am i changing or just i expect too much? i start to anti social again... even though surrounded with new friends and my dear... for all the sudden i dont know where is the direction... i feel so lost... where is the light to shine up the path? or i'm just depress? then how shall i walk out from there? i prefer to lock my self in the room alone... no one to talk when i needed... so instead hoping for care then i rather keep everything back to myself... i'm really so tired... i wish that this "anti social" behaviour and "depress" feel can leave me soon.... now, all i can do to cheer up myself is making myself busy in work... when i;m busy at least i'm concentrate on my work instead my feeling... maybe i shall make myself numb again like previous... but is this fair for people around me? specially those who love me and care for me? some how i'm just so lost... :( and i dont like this at all~!!

Hatyai

My first "oversea" trip with my dear together with my colleagues and their partner... purposely went to register for a passport for this trip... hahaha... the spirit is there~ yeah

went there for 2 days one night trip. cost for accodomation and transport around RM300 then eat and shopping cost around RM100...haha... nice le~ hahaha... actually it is more nice because he is the one that paying most of it... hahahaha (i'm not being materialistic just being appreciative ok ;D )

we all gather at Sg Dua's McD for the sake of "pei yang gan chin" among ourself as per request by one of the organizer (there are 5 couples and i only know 3 person in there which is my dear and my colleagues so this "know each other session is compulsory"), and one of the lady know how to speak Thai language which make this trip even easier... hahaha... at least there will be a translator during the journey...

so we start the journey by 7am (malaysia time) and reach there around 11am(malaysia time)... FYI, Thailand is one hour earlier than our time zone... hehe...

don know how to further explain the trips, so just let the pictures tell the story... ^^

before we start the journey - Sg Dua McD


on the way to Thailand


at the malaysia - thailand border


The temple views






Kissing the dragon???


the mermaid


The jumping skills from the ladies


the guys plan to act macho la~


crafting by the local


Salangka (if not mistaken la)


the floating market


the famous Tut-Tut car (i think it something like our taxi la)



even the lamp post design very nice


at the well-known morning market


one of the motorcycle that attract me... hmm... i also notice the only the front people who riding the motorcycle need use helmet... person who riding pillion doesnt wear any helmet... hmm... different Law...


eventhough Bangkok currently are not very "safe" due to politic issue, but at hatyai, everything are still nice and we have a very enjoyable and safe journey back penang... ^^ next time i plan go the chiang mai dy... haha... wait my dear free first le~ hoho

Langkawi~

first time went to Langkawi... together with my dear and his bunch of friends... before this, i always thought Langkawi is only a beach with nice scene... hmm... yes it is... and it also have lots nice places to visit... went there for 3 days 2 night... ^^

so, let me start the journey from his house, early morning we went to USM to meet up with his friend - Faizirul, as he will drive us to Kedah. (because we will ride ferry from kedah to langkawi)... our ferry will depart by 1030am... reach Langkawi around noon... honestly, i forgot the exact timing...i was more concern whether i will vomit while half way to Langkawi - this is called, watch to many tv...

Me and dear before enter the ferry

This is not the boat we going to enter...


The ferry we going to ride


inside the ferry


then when arrive there the guys started plan and arrange everything, from the transport to the programmes... hehehe... oh ya, 4 guys 3 ladies... ^^ luckily there are guys together then the ladies able to lay back and relax and even plan what to shop... hohoho...

WElcome to Lankawi


the beach outside of our hotel


after settled down, our hotel will be Langkasuka (if not mistaken la~) which actually quite far from the town... one thing i like Langkawi most beside the duty free choc and wine will be the road, there are no bums and the quantity of cars on road are less than kuching's... shall i say less than cars in village... it was near to 1/4 of Kuching's car on road... averagely my drive around 100kjm (did I type it correctly?? ~_~)

the first place that we visit will be the cable car ride which me and my dear dint join because i have serious phobia towards height and my dear so nice sacrificed to accompany me to other places... hehehe... but we manage to walk around in the oriental village before we leave the others... and guess what, inside there we both went to a mini Zoo to feed some tame animal, and its the first time we'd been attack by rabbits and a nice goat... hmm

The main entrance


me feeding the animal... look so loving right? muahaha


so me and my dear's first trip will be at the telaga tujuh and the water fall place... sorry, forgot the name again... haha... due to water rescission so the water fall are not what we expect... the water are so little and lots of place actually dried out... but good thing is, due to less water so me and my dear able go down there to see whether there are nice shrimps or snails... his favourite... ^^

the water fall


After that, we all meet up and have dinner... nothing much special because non of us know where to find special local foods... end up we have normal western food... yes, I know... this bit spoiling... but its OK... perhaps next time.. hehe... in the other hand, we all able to enjoy cheap beer... nearly 2 nights we enjoys beers, even my dear's drinking level also improved dy... hehehe... I'm not that bad influence right? hahaha...

the decoration of the restaurant


so the next day we went to the package trip, where we all able to visit Geoforest park and visit around the island... what's that package name? i have no idea... hahaha.... the package includes, visit fish farms, watched eagle feeding, feed ocean fish, and lastly visit the bats' cave... hehehhe... dint see batman... hmm...

before we start journey





group photo outside of the fish farm


Bitten by crab.. sob


the Kilim geoforest park


outside of the bat's cave


Tuang Chew feeding the ocean fishes... say "ah"...


then went to have wine and chocolate shopping... hehe... besides chocolate, alcoholic drinks and cigar, there are not much different for the price compared to normal pricing in town... dint buy much as there are limitation of litter of alcohol drinks that can be bring from there when back to Penang... i just bought some chocolates, and a bottle of Golden Label whisky for my dad... ^^...

the heineken in bottle~


so, at the last day of the trip, we went to visit the water world. which is one of the programme that me and my dear waiting for... inside there have lots or marine animal and even Antarctica animal such as penguin... the food that provided there are even better than some other human's food... those fishes take spirulina and different type of fishes and shrimp that been mix up and name as "ikan baja"... can you imagine how nutritions those foods could be? hehe... but as there the time are chasing, we only able walk through and took few pictures... ^^

since when he able to have "ET fingering" pose with shark~


nice penguin posing with us


we both able to fly to Antarctica take a shoot...


in the ferry back to Kedah


overall, i do enjoy the relaxing lifestyle there... me and my dear plan will visit there again other times... because there are so many more things can be explore... hehehe...

G-hotel Buffet

Last night our big boss from Europe came to Malaysia and sponsor our department buffet dinner at the G-Hotel. the foods are far more better than the foods that i taken at the previous buffet style restaurant. ^^ from what i see through the table "adv" there will be 7 difference type of buffet theme each day. as yesterday was saturday so the theme will be "suft and turf dinner buffet"... not sure the price per person as it was SPONSORED... hohohoho....
enjoy the food and the scenery a lot... perhaps next time will go again for different theme of buffet with my dear... hehehe

The out door BBQ


The salad session


the raw session


my favourite session - the dessert session


the outlook


the lucky group ^^


Lastly the theme of the buffet (hope you can see the words la)