My thoughts: If I were a boy

If I Were A Boy lyrics

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…

By Beyonce

Heard this song and it feel just so right… When I was a little girl, my hair never kept long till I grow up, and look like coconut shell … why i look this way? Coz had this thought as well... I wish to be as a boy… during those days I wish to be a boy is because I want play till late night, then can be half naked running around like my cousin… can play car toy, make other little cry… hoho… and on. Until I was around 10 years old, I told my dad I want be tomboy (watch too many movies) Then uncle cheat me that a tomboy must wash car, so asked me to wash his car every week. Only when I grow up then I know it’s a trick… hmmm… feel cheated… haha… as for dad? Still can remember dad say I was a boy… then during the process of mom giving birth, mom run too fast and something drop off so I became a gal… - -“faint… haha…
but I think that time dad know it’s impossible for me to turn into a tomboy, even though I am kind of boyish, and my outlook successfully cheat most people. (Can’t imagine dad and mom’s friends and some uncle and aunty will follow me go toilet just to peep on me to confirm I’m a girl sigh~!) Why I fail?? Coz I don’t have the boy attitudes which suppose to be brave. I’m kind of timid, go toilet bath also need my grandma to help me guarding outside the toilet, if watch horror movie then my family need accompany me where ever I go for a week, as the impact of the horror movie drag… one of the reason till now I don’t fancy horror movie.
But when I grow up, feminine gen become stronger… keep long hair… dress like a girls… even make up like a girl… act more like a ladies (ya rite), and on. Then I also wish I were a boy… now, reason will be different… I wish to be a boy is so that I will understand what they had in mind most of the times… why they acted cold when girls are nice, why they complains girls not understanding where as they don’t like girls ask too much… when ask too much from concern they named it as controlling… hmmm… then when girls complain, they say girl troublesome… when girl keep silent… they say girl don share anything… sigh…. When girl dress and make up properly, they say girl want flirt… but when girl dint, they attracted to other girl… hmmm…. When girl independent, they say that girl is too “strong”…. When the girl stick and depends on the guy… they complain the girl are sticky and troublesome… burden in another words… of coz… not every guy are like this… ^^
People love to say girls are complicated... As for me guys are complicated as well… hmmm…. Maybe that’s why guy always attracted to gals and opposite ways… bcoz curiosity and wish to explore each other more… hiaks… anyways… I’m glad I’m a girl... @_^ miao~!

when i was little gal together with sis...^_^