countdown babeh~

funny, it is just another year, but this year i was extremely excited of doing the count down. perhaps it was because i had decided to make a big turn around in my life next year, my new resolution and my new decisions in life... haha... few days ago i went to Popular with my dad. as usual, we were there to have "free" readings. Dad just love to read those "feng shui" books, even though he always say "nah~ i don't trust all this myth" >.< yet, he will only go to that session... LOL I also read mine- tiger. it said that i will be more workaholic next year~ yeah~! i do believe that honestly. I will not admit that im a person that "gia shu"... but im for sure is someone who will try very hard - at least to meet the min requirement... huhu... this year(another 14hours to next year) i had spent alot of time to adapt myself in working life, and spend lots precious time with my bf... now im back to my hometown, with my new path- back to be a student- another level -(crossing fingers i made a right decisions)... I actually had wasted 3 months after i registered as students since oct... sigh, now really need put my full concentration on it... hahaha... since me and his relationship more stable (we both trust each other ba~) and he also gonna concentrate on his decisions (study also)... Then plus~!! im broke, i really salute Sarawakians, couldn't deny, i have quite good income while working in Penang... and again stupid me take it for granted and dint have proper savings. now im back here, part time as tuition teacher, salary honestly only 1/3 of my previous one, but for the sake of good boss, and flexible schedule (i can go meet my supervisor anytime i want as my principle is nice ^^) so now, im broke... i need look for another part time with flexible time... LOL... And lastly, i had making lots excuses and stop exercise ever since i left Penang, haha... personal coach wasnt beside me nag me and let me again neglect my health dy >.<... so next year, i had put in the list of my resolutions to at least exercise 5 times a week... Hmmm... shall i post the before after pic here? hahaha....

So, trough the lists few things make me o excited of being in year 2012

1) i will be workaholic
2) earn more money
3) Master sun sun li li....
4) become sexy ^^
5) not least- great relationship with everyone around me- specially him as we will be apart and be in long distance relationship again ^^

Cheers~!!!!! muahahhaahahhaha

2012 - resolutions

a month to go, i may need to wave and say bye to 2011, and wave again my hand to say halo to 2012.

so i had already prepare to welcome the 2012 with a list of new resolutions... hehe... bit "gia shu"... :D


below will be the list~ jeng jeng jeng

~> have great relationship with my families members (include my 4 kids, specially the youngest one, hope i have less scratches in year 2012 >.< ) ~> have great relationship with Ho Chun Hoong

~> have great relationship with people around me

~> Exercise at least 3 times a week, 30min for each

~> eat more vege and fruits

~> my weight 52kg

~> sexy me -> healthy me -> happy me :D

~> complete my master according to plan

~> read at least a new book every month

~> improve my english

~> independent in financial, more savings

~> donate RM100 to SSPCA every month

not least~ enjoy year 2012... Yeah... :D

revise 2

today met both of my supervisor... hmm kinda disappointed towards myself, as it seems that i dint do properly and way beyond both my supervisor expectation... sigh~ i wish it can move fast, end up it is fast but no quality... :( sad sad...

so now have to restrategize my plan... supervisor give me 3 weeks time to revise it... must appreciate the effort and redo it properly... ground work need to be done properly now... since i am still helping the principle to handle the tuition center, now the only time im free to do my proposal will be night and weekends...

need tie the "AI BIA (must workhard)" RED headband on my forehead from today onwards... hmm... >.< hope 3 weeks later both my supervisor will happier to see me... huhu

sick leave...

fall sick after dream of my student last Saturday... in the dream she keep repeating " teacher, where is my printing"... i was then rushing in the dream to prepare paper for her... so yesterday i asked her in class " hey gal, why u go my dream ah~!" then she just show her cute face and "hehe..." >.< actually i was just teasing her, haha... it was fun to see them stuck in an unlogical question specially from the teacher they fierce most... muahahhaa... so im suppose take leave to meet my supervisor today, end up need to call it off as i have heavy head when i wake up...lucky he wasn't mad for it (or he try control it from killing me in next appointment... >.<)

since i was resting at home, i couldnt stop myself from doing house chore, exspecially after im helping the principle to teach in her tuition center while she looking for new staff, i had neglected my house and my 4 kids... when i woke up, first thing i had in mind is = it was sunny days, those 3 kids must bath~!!!

hey, it was my first time bathing cats as i really dont like their claws... sigh~ but lucky enough, they all so well behave when they meet water... muahaha... for those who dint know i was bathing them, will thought i was killing them... haha... they was screaming as if there are no tomorrow~! sigh... but anyways, mission accomplish... without any scratches on me... muahahha... then of coz i also need clean up my elder son - poo koo...happy to see them all clean up... hahahahha... even now dad also praise their fur softer... hahahha

of course this doesnt end, i also just finish mop my whole house which took me 1 hour 15min... hmm.. sweat alot... perhaps it was becoz i dint sweat this much for awhile... as this was part of my plan for not building any muscle until my weight drop till my target level... now no more running nose, and yes, im happy for it... haha...

now im hungry... food time babeh~

a new journey

after back here for a month, resting for a month, and planting grapes for a month... yesterday i received a letter which i believe will going to be my another turn around moment...

hehe... i saw a kancil drove to front of my house, at first i thought it was the car that my dad had bought ( coz i plan buy a second hand kancil for this coming 2 years, for my conveniences when i go UNIMAS...) so of course, not to take it for granted, i ask the guy who came down from the car with an envelope on his hand, the purpose he coming. so he told me that he delivering document... ok lo, open gate, go sign it... hmm..

im not a person that so alert, i just sign it since it was my name on it, so the guy said " congrats for entering UNIMAS"... i was like " huh.. o thanks.." actually i dint notice there is UNIMAS logo there on top of the envelope... huhu

so of course, i was so nervous and open it by the time i entered the house... hahaha... guess what, unimas offered me further my master dy.... muahahhaa...

but another thing that i was worried off, it is that i will be doing in research base... sigh... should be very challenging for me... huhu... now still preparing and touch up my proposal, to avoid letting both my supervisor vomit too much when they read it... huhu...

anyways, it is a new start, and couldn't deny, after attend my dear's master convocation last week, the stress is coming dy... hope everything shun shun li li la~

a bit emo at the moment, as the weather was too hot as well... sigh~ where is the rain God... >.< so here is the love letters from UNIMAS~ hoho...

first layer cake

3 more days will be meeting him... my dear so simple one, he like most of Kuching local food. one of it will be "layer cake"... but most of the time, layer cake are so expensive,and so sweet... so month ago i had plan to bake it myself. 1st because it is for him~ got more "ai xin", 2nd-more healthy as there will be no extra chemical 3rd, me no income, so bit stingy, hahahha

So 2 weeks ago, when my sis was here, she also bake layer for her colleague... of course, i take the oportunity to "revision" first... this way it will prevent me from wasting the ingredient... hahaha...

The cake flavor

- horlick & milo~ huuh

so i started to prepare the ingredient by 1pm... preparation for both of it already took me 1 hours... then because my dear body cant really stand of heat food, so i choose to steam it... huhu... i need check each layer each 4min... overall it took me around 4 hours... fuh... but when i saw the result i was really satisfy... of course, first thing i do is take a photo show him because i had decorate his name on it as well.. hehehe

so this will be how it look like... but the taste... haven pass from him~ hahaha

New House

Went to visit my friends house, reason i put "s" is because both of the couple are my friends, my primary senior... hehe...

both of them just one year older than me, and now they had started to build their love nest, few months ago while they went to Penang, they inform me that they just had their keys day before the trip... honestly, was really envy of them because they are so well planned and now manage to own their home... my turn??? when le hor?? car also cant afford yet, some more now growing mushroom at home~ sigh

so, they brought a double storey house, simple and nice, medium size ( i don't know the what what Sq Ft x Sq FT thing), 4 rooms and one master room, they are now slowly fulfilling their house with furniture and some stationary, electronics of their choice, as their parents also were expert, so most of the furniture were build by both of their dad. actually some of the furniture are really unique and creative... haha... but due to it was my friends house, so i dont think it is wise to publish the photo of their house... haha...

hmm, their wise advise " don't save money to buy house, save to pay the 10% deposit, then think how to settle the loan, money value dropping yet property value increasing, so it is quite impossible to save till can buy a house" another advise from my friend - short cut - buy 4D or jackpot x_x...

obstacle

sigh~ so sad... recently wasnt in my schedule of exercising... too many obstacles in between... when i notice there are bit changes and ready to go for next level... for all sudden there are obstacle stop me for being aggressive towards my new lifestyle...

the obstacles are below :

1) my sis is back - she dint stop me from doing exercise, just that i need accompany her and my dad out, and the time back home it was late evening dy and sometimes even already night time... OK lo... exercise schedule postpone next day...

2) Dad birthday + sis in starve - due to my sis was in starve while in johor, so my dad cook lots of her favorite food, specially pork... so my diet also get effected (excuse as well la... hahahha) ... hmm... then celebrate my dad's lunar and normal calendar birthday with my aunties, of course, all this definitely involve nice food... and im the one who need to finish all the food on table to avoid wastage... at this moment, miss my dear lot... because this normally is his duty... sobs sobs


3) had backache - once i told my sis regarding this matter, she support me by asking me maybe pull in my exercise routine by morning or maybe both of them plan back earlier... but end up, there is one morning, i wake up with weird posture... i had twisted my neck and back... sigh~ then i need walk and my head need pose as a turtle~ S*** i was really in pain when ever i try to move... even when i take off my shirt while bath... so how am i going to exercise... sigh~ another postpone... rested for 3 days as i dont wish make the injured even worst through my exercise... Sigh

its only left 11 more days to go... can i achieve my target???? sigh~ praying hard tomorrow everything will be smooth~ oum......

Facial time

PIMPLES~! BREAKOUT~!! attacking me~ was so sad for past few month... just because i want to have moisture face, end up i create sand paper on my face... sad sad and sad is the only way for me to describe how i felt...

my dear had bring me and accompany to try several facial while im there... because he cant see me keep up sad anymore.. haha,... actually because i keep nagging and complaining bout my face...

the main reason of this was i bought wrong mask, not to blame anyone, but im not the expert so i bought wrong mask for my face, so instead provide good moisture to improve my face, it actually have overly "nutrient" my face, and the moisture all was under the skin and create pimples internally, wow sound so complicated right? in short- break out, my face have sudden pimples on it! sigh

after tried so many facial saloon i still prefer back to kuching to my previous facial saloon who actually really know how to clean, yes... good cleaning as even the jaw line they will also help clear it... which is DERMACARE at jalan arang road~ ahhaha


i really like their services, because first they dont promote me anything, nor the products or the package. secondly, they really make the effort to help clear off every single pimple, blackheads and some internal bleeding without short cut. last but not least, the boss, she will come over and double check her staff work, not that she dont trust their staff, it a show of concern towards the customer and she is the expert...

but, during those moment it was really really damn suffer... they treat my face as a bun, squeeze and squeeze is all i can feel... i can even smell the blood smell after the boss help me clear my face... wow~ i was hoping that they could actually just knock me to faint during that very moment...

so i took a photo after the facial.. perhaps it still look not nice, but it does feel better, at least i dont feel the uneven texture and most important the marks are smaller dy... huhu...

hope my face will recover before 14 Sep~ wush~

Application of MAster

Just settle of my Master application in UNIMAS, hmm... not as complicated and not as simple as i thought... i only know working require resume, never expect study also need resume... huhu... lucky enough the staffs in UNIMAS are friendly and kind enough let me email those documents that not completed. or else i will need to trouble my dad for another 30 min trip to there again... sigh~ now only will wait for good news... huhu... wish me luck la~

healthy me~

started to fall in love with exercising recently... previously, i was never really like it because each time i get into exercise it means that it was time i gain weight. couldn't deny it was the same thing as well in the past two weeks when i just return from Penang. i was so damn desperate to lost few kg before mid of September as my dear will be convocation during that month... why does it bother me? because i wouldn't want my self look like a bun in his master convocation photo... hahaha

so when i reach home, i told my family that i must lost some kg within a month before i return penang in mid Sep. my dad is great, as he shows his greatest support for me, he bought only fishes and veges. haha... so now everyday there must be at least one type of veges... which is mostly finished up by me... can you imagine, now my breakfast are oats, fresh blended orange juice and alternate day yogurt ( because yogurt are so expensive so i couldn't afford daily yogurt :( sad) lunch i will have home cook simple meal, sometimes eggs, left over food and etc, then before my workout, i will mostly have a fruit, any fruit, apple, pear... just to avoid my tummy playing drums during my workout.. huhu

as for my work out, mostly i will refer to the link of : www.bodybuilding.com. at first this was my dear favorite web as he love building his body... haha... but recently due to my needs of reducing weight, so i need enter this web for proper guidance... then i started my own schedule of daily exercise... cardio + yoga + weight lifting of coz must + RESTING. daily around 30 to an hour... hehe...

after consistently doing it, wow... i really could feel the different... of coz not that now i have 6 pack and lost that butterfly arm and that football leg... just that i can feel my body slowly tone up.. and i really do sweat lot now... specially doing yoga, my whole body will sweat like i just finish swimming, and my leg, yes specially my leg can now sweat... hahahahha.... this is something that i think quite funny, previously i saw my dear leg sweat, i feel that was so weird, but now i know how does it feel. perhaps when do more sports, metabolism had increase, and this also help the pores breath better, indirectly, not only forehead, armpit and back will sweat... leg also will sweat man~ hahaha

will continue do so now, hmm... after lost those kgs, i think my next target is tone up my body... muahaha... i hope it will success~ yeah~ perhaps like Jamie in the picture below?? wu~

Back for good???

Yes im back~ Jeng~ hoho... had return my miao town after being in Penang for 2 years. don't be surprise, this was all within my plan, plan to return to continue my study~ hehe... yes, and as most of people curiosity, i really have a hardship of leaving my dear over there and let this relationship be in long distance again, sigh~ but i do believe that our strong believes towards each other will help us get through this challenge~ :D

so now, i was growing mushrooms and become internet addicted most of the time... as i was still awaiting for my future supervisor to provide me some feed back... it's a great time for me to settle down and relax for awhile as well after working like a bull for 2 years... :)

another prob is that i was also looking for a part time, after knowing how to earn good money and spend it not so wisely without hesitation, i really cant bare with the life without money anymore... haha... so wish me luck for my new life~ and i will back to active as bloggers again~ hurray?? -_X

Movie lesson

Having movie marathon with him... after watch eat, pray love then watch burlesque... and actually every week we went for movie... haha... couple seat before 12pm RM12 le~!!!

most of the time we will watch such heavy message type of movie at home, as for those fantasy movie such as i'm number 4 at movie due to the sound system are better... :D

after watch Eat, Pray Love... it causing me to have a lot of thinking... couldn't deny that most of the time i will link it to myself ( hey~ this is how people attract to movie k.. :D)... most of the time when fall in love, we tend to lose our self... most of the time we will change ourself to tolerant the another one so that we make sure we will be in his/her way of doing thing... such as when Julia Roberts met her 2nd BF, she become a "cleaner" and more demanding... perhaps this action only suitable for those that just started fall in love... because that will be the stage of " love is blind"... but once the couple start plan for future, they will become more realistic... but by that time, i believe the real identity of the partner already gone... why did i said so? because before reach the "realistic" stage, we already change to tolerant our partner,

there are two type of ending :
1 ) it's either we really can adapt to the new life, or the heart already filled with those little thing that we dont like instead love... sigh~ indirectly, we already lost the identity that attract our partner at the first place... sigh~

ok ok... come back to another way round,

2) so when the couple plan for realistic life, they notice they not only fall in love blindly due to "feeling", but the partner actually slowly shows their real identity and even change to become better person... so? happily ever after lo~ haha...

overall, this movie let me understand that the 1st rule to have good relationship is "love yourself before letting other people to love you" :)

but honestly, i'm quite disappointed towards the movie's ending... i still thought she will back to the 2nd BF... hmm...


As for the Burlesque, the message i get bit different

Even though the couple actually quite sweet and romantic, but honestly, it make me feel so unsecured because the guy have distance Fiance and yet still can in love with Christina... sigh~

but... but... it shows that dream actually achievable as long we keep and hold it strong with the will~ haha... nice movie...

hmm... wondering next week will watch what movie dy... hoho...

2010 Penang

1 year had passed lu... been here for 1 year + dy... soon will be back lu...
after celebrating valentine day with him yesterday, today I need accept the fact that i'm going back dy... at least within this 1 year i had celebrate new year eve, his and my birthday and not least valentine day... all not as what i expect. but guess i shall appreciate it anyway... :) something better than nothing ma... hahaha

will be leaving here around 16days more... then will stay at my own home town dy... hope previous year, all my sacrificial for this relationship worth it... as after return home town, i really dont know what will happen dy.. perhaps due to environment or due to ppl around me, i'm lack of confident within everything... trying my best to trust this relationship will work even if it's going to be a long distance relationship... :) lots ppl asking me specially my colleagues that what will happen between us... well~ as usual, i will just tell them this will only be the challenge for us lo~ if success then haliluyA~! if fail then bye bye lo~ what else right??

perhaps shouldn't worry much~ haha... as it seems my leaving doesnt give any impacts anyway... sigh~ maybe it's just me~

hmm... now i need to plan what i need to do when i'm back~ study? continue work??

if study ; part time or full time?

if work; can i accept the lower payment? or shall i wait till the worthwhile payment?

hmm... lot's more to think~ muhahahaha... brain just cant stop thinking...