Devil Eye

recently weather was so poor... my health give me red light... from losing voice, now i have devil eye... prob is it wasnt red eyes, its bit yellowish and red nerve... :( thought that my inner parts have prob... went for blood check up... luckily im healthy... but that's also another prob, coz since it wasnt my inner parts have prob, mean my eye have prob... >.< need go for check up d~ sigh~ since when im so weak???? :'(

running nose + devil eye = tired me~

haze is here... and as usual my body actually mogok~! first few weeks, i have sexy red devil eyes... not red eye... just my eye have red and unclear colour... sigh~ thought i have wat hepatitis a o b... went for blood test, thank God, none of it... instead, plan for another check up for hepatitis c... hmmm... so im crossing my finger telling my self just the weather problem thats the reason why my eyes so sexy.. hehe...

today is a good news, coz at last Kuching have bit rain in town... a rain after so long definitely use common sense we also know that it wasnt good if we are under it... so during this good day, i was not that lucky, parked my car far from the main door, and under any roof... >.< yes~! i get wet over it... with my current condition - a yoyo health due to the weather, i feel the impact directly... i cant use my nose breath coz it's down (just like machine, direct jam.. \(-oo-)/ ) and my devil eye start to rain as well (i think coz link to the nose, so my eye start to be watery without any chance of me controlling the water, not cry so shouldn't call it as tear right?? ( >.<) ).. sigh... then due to my breakdown nose, i keep on blowing my nose... and another great thing happen... my nose side injured~!!!!!! WTH~!!!! so bleed a bit... and now sobs... most parts of my body - funny its only on m face and injured... i need to have less face expression as it hurts a lot (of is it just my psychology probs.. >.<)

hmm... i need go check tiger feng shui for year 2012 d... did they mention that tigress need extra care on health?? hahaha... so... i have no chance rest.. just  a flu... with several injury... >.< sigh~ will recover very soon i guess... LOL...

so for people reading this - drink more cooling water- such as green beans, kekwa...  (coz i believe plain water doesn't really help at this moment o.0)  and be happy~ hahaha...

new spirit

after return for about a year... sigh~ cant believe it, i cant really get used to it specially during weekends... coz previously back in Penang, weekends is our dating days... we do lots thing during day time coz most of the time he dont really like to have nite out with me... hmmmmmmmm... anyways, now back here... weekend i will spend mostly at home, unless there are some 38 association meetings to attend... with empty pockets most of the time we also prefer have it in FB instead... hahaha...

guess that i actually shall realize that i should back to my actual independent life d... everything bout me... hmm... since recently im in the mood to back on track... shall stick on the plan and keep fit for this year... hmmm... plan buy a running shoe during august when i go Singapore with my family... then hmmm... where can i start to run... better is place with less people... hehehe... shy coz cant really run... muahhahaha.... anyways... need turn back my switch.... have more new friends as i used to be... and spend more time in social instead being "loyal" to my lappy at home~ since that doesnt really helps in getting me close to him... i mean psychically... so why not have a better time myself... lalala... emo week... hahahahahaha~!

im lazy and i know it

sigh~ took 2 weeks off to settle my master writing... and yes, im still in beginning stage... very disappointed by my own attitude... 2nd sem is coming... yet im still here hanging around most of the time... when im free at home, there are a lot of excuses for me not to stick on the chair and lappy to continue and complete my writing as how im suppose to... sigh~ now finger typing blog instead regarding my master writing... hmm.... im lazy and i know it~ >.<

3 months...

oh~! i have regretted... i had stop for doing exercise since April... lots excuses... so the impacts can be seen through my health.. 1st body heat increase, 2nd - definitely feel through wearing cloths... 3rd- worst, my eyes look and reddish for few weeks...  sigh~ guess i had test my body till the max... i am no longer girl few years back... age increase, body system need extra maintenance... sigh~ should get back into the track and start sweat again~ hmmm...