Actual me

change... recently i heard this from my friend... :) ya.. i should take off some of my bad habit such as being childish and emo when frustrated... and replace it with better quality... cool, sexy.. hahaha... :) i believe one day i will find someone who love me for who i am and able tolerate my bad habit instead...

so... my sis just bought me wine for my coming bday... honestly, its been awhile i dint drink... so perhaps, as a turn around, i will start drink again... hehe... after all, controllable drinking, somemore is wine, i think it will bring benefit to my body as well right? so perhaps i need get some nice wine glass d... :D