Sentimental mode

read a sharing from a friend bout relationship... how a mom gave her daughter a passbook to record all the memories of her wedding...etc etc...

after read that article, honestly, it hurts me alot... :'( coz i always have that in my mind - invisible passbook... thats the reason why i try my best keep everything bout us even the movie tickets... too bad, i dont have a visible one and share with him~

maybe thats the reason why i become a person that very appreciative... :) and the things that hurt most, when he wan to end this relationship, i have no options at all... when keep those things, each of the thing is like a needle... slowly sew into my heart... even when im typing this blog, and think of it, it still does hurt~ funny is, it hurts coz im still smile when think of those sweet memories and it cant last dy... :'(

sigh~ what can i say? lets God plan everything... if have fate~ then this shall be the climax - toughest challenges in relationship~! hmph~