only death can tear us apart

a very happening way to start year 2013~ in January it self , i lost 2 friends, and another friend's ex-husband is now in critical moment...
both of friends that just pass away are with family, both still young and have beautiful young wife... one pass away due to accident while on the way to work in the morning with his wife, heard that he still able sent his wife to hospital only then collapse and back to God's side...
another one, been diagnose with cancer 2 years back then, none of us as friends know bout it, he had been struggling with his family all this while...
while last one, honestly, my friend's marriage wasnt smooth at all, very hu ha type~ and at first as friends, we also felt annoyed by his action etc... but when i went to visit him today, feel weird, maybe the power of love? my friend was still by his side, and keep encouraging him~
sometimes, for me, human very emo... we take everything around us for granted... specially the young one... coz we believe that we have long time to go~ must enjoy till the max~ or maybe because im more towards emotional and sentimental person... im rather put my whole heart into someone~ eventhough the chance of me getting hurt also very high~ but at least, i don want to get the chance of regretting~ at least there are sweet memories in between when there are no longer times for us to be together~ and at least, i have give my whole to that someone in my very best way~ as what i learn last year~ never expect when we give~ :D
sigh~ what a sentimental saturday~