Purpose of life

haha... this is the first time someone ask me bout this... a professor from France... and like it or not I answer him frankly that im still searching... LOL (maybe he will vomit after that)

currently im unemployed... and for those that know me, i change job more than.... hmm... i can say i have great experience in working line.. hahaa...

when im 18, my tell people i want earn lots money... but after few years later, i notice money is not everything.. i once wish to own a business... so that i can become a entrepreneur... then i can earn lots money... for me, im lucky enough to notice that most business person have no time for themselves and their family... hence i change my mind...

so what is the purpose of my life? there are once a friend told me ( sorry this bit religious ya).. when a person passaway, they will go heaven, and they need give report to God... i was wondering... what will be the story that i wish to tell Him... how good i am in earning money? how many report or project i successfully complete? how many degree i get?

after give it a thought... i wish to tell Him how many people life i'd touch... of course im not saying my angel help lots people... but at least i plan help bit... learn from everything... how every little thing i do can help cheer or lighten them up...

like a story i read today... an old couple move to a new place where everyday all the college student will pass by... so everyday the couple will wave to those students who pass their window... morning, afternoon and evening... even when the old man had move to another place, the old lady still do so everyday... until one day one of the student invited the old lady to their college to attend one of the party that they organized specially for her... some sharing say that ' the old lady friendly waving act actually cheer them up and let them  have purpose to college everyday - the old lady must be waiting to wave at me..

so little act actually can touch a person life... of coz with my current situation i cant do much... i will start with a smile to stranger ( if im not grumpy or feel like killing or cursing that person >.<) and try do moer donations...

besides, as mention previous post... i still wish spend simple and calm time with my beloved partner one day... travel around the world...drink coffee.. chat etc... the older i am, the less i wish... i only wish for simple life... hahaha.... i can be very strong.. i can be workaholic... i can be achiever... but by end of the day... most time... i wish spend silent lovely time with my love one...