Easier to say than done

Its always easy to tell people or share idea with people on how to do things... but do they know its not very easy for a beginner who have lots things on hand to do everything?

sigh~ not that my ego too high till i cover my ear with it... just sometimes i wish enjoy every moment instead doing everything for the sake of money... im not so money minded yet.. at first i create JasCraft because its my hobby to do some craft... then slowly i join my friend participate in bazaar since i enjoy the moment do craft in the public...

but slowly... i lost track.. i seem to sway away from my original purpose... slowly lots people suggest me do this do that... till the point i feel so stress when i touch the tools... i feel burden on my shoulder instead.. i understand they mean well... but sometimes, i wish people will kindly respect me and let me have it done in my own way...

i really do appreciate their opinion... but... sigh...

i also wish i can be like the others, do wonderful and pretty and unique craft to their customer... somehow... i wonder if they know what is the story behind this JasCraft...