PAIN~!!!!!!!

each time i do this, i keep wondering why i still continue do so~! it is pain~ yet i give them permission do so~! even praise them and say it is for my own good~ when ever it happen, i will squeeze my hand to bare the pain~ i even try my best look for a way to enjoy this pain each month~ i even ask them call me to remind me~ after those suffer~ i always feel happy as i feel "clean"~

Oh facial~!! why are you so pain ~~ >.<