Time

a friend's bday fall on today... a friend leave us today~

normally i will tell people what i want for my coming bday because i give hope to myself... but when i see friends leaving one by one because their times is up... everyday i rather glad that im awake and have another chance for everything...

sometimes it is better live life to the fullest~ because only then we appreciate times that given by Him~ at least, we are not just wasting time in "waiting" that time to come~ : ) for me, i rather colour the white cloth instead let it plain without anything~ :D

i still love him and wait for him... even though he ask me not to wait for him... actually i wish tell him... i also cant promise i can wait forever... because sometimes, it is not me that not willing or give up on waiting... there are just too much uncertain in this world... : ) even though this is what i say to most friend... but whenever i see another friend leaving... that emo~ sigh~oh well~ this is just cycle of life~ end it will regrets or end it proudly~