First Phase lifted

Today Singapore going to lift 1st phase for CB. But im will still work from home since my company is more to entertainment industry which also mean we are not essential industry. I dont really mind tho~ muahahhaha

Especially im enjoying staying at home at most time, just that i might slowly forgot how to put on make up and dress nicely with those heels (Darn~!!!) and my anti social level stage raised to another level d~ Woohoo~!!

Other than that, i enjoy stay at home, taking my sweet times make my bed, clean the house (basic one la like sweep the floor etc), and chase the cats as they very lazy...

Im lucky to have a super friendly housemate who entertain me in most time. We both stuck at home and need face each other most of the time (not that we have choice since we are the only virtual contact for each other). 

Maybe i can consider suggest to my boss this can be long term thing? *wink*

Friends

Never feel that we are alone, there will always someone out there will be listen to us. Even if they dont show it, never assume that you cant reach out to them. Some people make look too cool to be a listener, but as long as you reach out, i believe there are someone willing to listen and help you out.

Sometimes if we keep keep something to ourselves for too long, we are actually putting ourselves in a box and we will just stuck in the presumption that we created since the day one... I always feel life is a great challenges, we always be in such situation because we are strong and challenged to upgrade ourselves into another level, is not that life not fair, is more to you are the chosen one~!

Sigh~ if somebody reach out to you, please help them~ or at least be a listener, dont comment, dont judge, dont laugh~ they need us... and we are chosen one as well as they come to us meaning that they trust us...

Life really too short~ dont take short cut because small challenges, face it bravely~! You are the champion from the beginning~! (as sperm and we are here >.< )

Urban Jungle

Since the locked down, cant really differentiate which day is off, or which is working day, for me as long I have work, is a blessing. At least i wont have to concern on my bill, groceries and etc...

Im a nature lover - shall say Borneo girl love nature more than anything else. No doubt one of my plan is to work at high built building, to prove my capability.. this is the result of watch too much drama and movies.. fake illustration.. now im not working in a gigantic building, but at least i stay at high level apartment (rent la), so maybe the affect about the same? plus... there is this city cat accompany me... hehehe

MCO/ CB hair

Lucky me have a hairstylist landlord~ so yesterday bug him to give us haircut~ else we became cave women once back to work

Before

After

But colour wise i still look like some ahlian~ sigh~ 

Not easy to maintain as a lady~

Sleepy Cat

No no No... it's definitely a big no no to work from home with a cute cat next to you. It's like a naked lady lay down next to a monk~! Seductive yet you know it's wrong~!

This cat try to lure me to fall asleep~!!!!! Arggg~!!! I need to be strong~!! cannot fall into the trap~!!!

Another Level

from 4th floor to 12 floor now 35 floor~!

Yeah~! that's my level of the room i rent.

Tiring day~ and i still feel awesome, my cleaner gene never disappoint myself and i feel that i really can have cleaning service for my part time~! haha

New room smaller than the last one, and i'm surprise that i can have so much stuff within 1 year and 3 months~! haha.. oh well... never regret of anything that i bought afterall.. hehehe

Best part of this new room is im gonna have another 2 new housemates~!

As animal lover, i always prefer to have another animal surround me... at least they will always know how to accompany us silently~! 

YEAH~! gonna restart my sleeping pattern again... even though i always travel... but like it or not, i still have the problem of adapting new sleeping environment~

Moving on to be better

Will be moving to new place in another few days. 1 year 3 months, i moved to 3 new places, started feel numb. Maybe this is just me who can't really stay in comfort zone. butt itchy as chinese always say.

New place more expensive than the current place, lots people advice me to get another cheaper place, as usual i'm just too stubborn, for me money is not a matter, real matter is i want get better, and more comfy place. New place plus point is I'm gonna have 2 cats as my housemates ^^. Only animal lovers know this well, we can't live a place too far from animals yet in same time it's not advisable for me to get a pet unless i plan stay here for good then I can love them for whole life...

Im one of the luckiest person who have great family and friends that support my rebellious and adventures yet naive dream... erm.. not sure what my dream is actually.. just that i love to try new thing and i also dont know where my courage and confident came from that i wont fail.

It's quite a lonely journey to be honest, but thanks to the advance technologies hence i never felt lonely... and of course thanks to my anti social attitude (dont get me wrong, i dont hate people around me, just most of the time i prefer be alone when needed)

It's raining outside, guess i shall enjoy the raindrop sound and do some packing and enjoy my last few days here in this room ^^

Superwoman~!

OWWWW~!!! MR Lee just announced there will be extension~ T.T

Kinda concern on my own situation now~! Unpaid leave as my company also just an SME and we are struggling to survive now. I love my job but in the same time i need to have new game plan to as backup. :(

Sigh~ after an extreme emo mode. Need to myself into a piece..

First of course I text my boss to express my concern, my style - i will be very blunt and transparent, at least we both know what happening and if things really bad we need do something d.

Second, check my account and duk duk my calculator to see how shall i spend for me to survive the storm (shall i also find sugar daddy??? lame joke )

Third, shall plan for part time that i can  continue to do even after this challenges. ^^

Well, i always believe in this saying "things happen for good reason, and I'm the chosen one to face this challenges as He know it's time for me to upgrade my survivor level"

Mindset & Attitude

oh my~! I'm been getting lazier everyday, i woke up automatically by 7am~ then i fall back to sleep and wake up 2nd round around 9am~ so my schedule all will be push to 2 hours later.

This is when life without objectives, everyday i was like, hmm... what am i gonna do today? What drama shall i watch? what shall i cook? and what is the workout im gonna do?

I dont enjoy this life at all, it's been 10 days im stuck at home. Obviously im not qualified to be a full time housewife as it's too gentle and too lovely life~

I need something to push my brain to think, to stress me up and can push me to next level...

TODAY~! i'm gonna reset my mind and attitude, i shall not just sit here and wait things to happen. There must be thing i can do, that's why some people still WFH and not whining like me here... hmm... ok~ shall get my things to do list listed down~!!!

Oh Hair~

Now I understand how Rapunzel keep her long hair~! MCO making become more feminine now~!
I've been keeping my hair long - as i have no chance to go barber back my hometown since SG is now having CB and Msia MCO.
Hmm... when was my last time have long cross my shoulder? hmm.... 10 years ago during my uni time? since then i always lose control and go to have so called "trimming" then back to my medium range hair.. huhu... Wonder if I can keep it till the length of waist @.@

*so these are few length i have before~ which suit me best? >.<

It's only Words

some lame joke between my crazy friends, Msia applying movement control order - MCO, Singapore applying Circuit Break - CB. So... those have same mindset with me know what I'm thinking... hahaha...

Sometimes words does play important role~ so whoever can use bigger words, be it short form or complete form win~ We can always compare the impact from some speech, "people" that use positive words, wiser words, and more comforting words always will attract more positive reaction and support from their audience compared to the opposite one. Hmm... but sometimes there are some people just need those type words that sarcastic an able to poke them here and there to let them understand the message that they want to deliver. Worst, certain people only willing to accept harsh words else they never understand the message people want to deliver...

Lastly~ dedicate this song especially to you~ <3 p="">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-hGyrNChk5c

Workout- 1 week result

Exercise~!!!! something that i always fail to keep on doing consistently... since i will need to stay at home so i have more time and excuse to so called keep doing it consistently.. hehe

after 1 week of house self 30min workout~ so ta da this my obvious result. now still can be so excited to see the obvious result as it still at the beginning stage. As we know, after everything reach normal level, things will be more challenging d.. need higher impact exercise by then... so now is more to build the stamina first, after one month, if allowed, can increase the exercise intensity... as long as i can keep my consistency...  that's main challenges actually~

Work from Home

I always wish to work from home as I know my own self-discipline.

With more freedom, I feel that I can more efficient. At least I know I will feel guilty if I dint complete the task that I should complete by end of the day. Another thing is that i will feel more relax, chill and calm as while working from home, there are less politics involve, we can just focus on own task (ok la, maybe bit boring as we cant gossip or chit chat here and there to take a break)

Effectiveness and efficiency always depends on the result we want by the end of the day. No?

But not every employer willing to let their staff to work from home as they monitor them physically. It's all depends on trust. (and YA~! some people will always take advantage on the privilege given)

But how many employees are really doing their work when they are in office? hmm... something to ponder.

It's a wonderful day (what day today huh??????). Cool and nice weather, with my cute cat ( I don't know whose cat) on my screen, and ya~! MUST KEEP MYSELF HYDRATED~!!!

Stay safe~ Stay Happy~

Everyday Life in Utopia

At last i finish this book~!!!!! somehow i have stuck with this book like... 1 year plus?? worst is it's actually only left with just few chapter... >.<  and today i manage finish it~! hahaha~!! (This book is great~ just that it's  I'm not the type can stick with something for too long, so... YEAH~! finish it...)

 As per suggested from the book~ i will OUTGROW my habit, be it good or bad~ now stuck at home, and far away from my family in hometown, I'm really on my own with my so called - own time. I have a pen and a new note book (yeah, i love buy note book...) write down my daily plan, and things i can outgrow during this moment. Guess this was an arrangement from Him, as most of us always complain that we have no time to do things we love, no times for ourselves and on... (NA~!!! complain some more la~!!!!). now is the great time to do all... minimum 30 days for all these, with proper planning and arrangement, i believe this is a great time for us to rejuvenate and spend time to our loves one (especially ourselves). 

so, allow me to share the last page that i think summarized why we shall be Better that Before 

Yeah~!! so let's start my next book~!! Woohoo~

It's Friday~!

It's Friday~! I lost my calculation on days. Thought im still in Thursday until my housemate reminded me that today is Friday~

It's a great cozy day~ and my body SOOO excited, and wake me up by 7am~!!!!! just when I can sleep longer and cuddle with blanket~! She want to wake up by 7AM~!!! sigh~ sign of rebellious?

Oh well~ i shall please her as she wish, wake up do some stretching, read book, and make myself a cute (as cute as me) nutritious breakfast to kick start myday~!

Happy Friday everyone~! Xoxo

2 April - be positive, be productive

Wake up fresh~ as usual, my body don't really allow me be lazy, must want up on time - 730am even if I sleep late night before.

So, ok la~ try to start new habit, be more productive instead wasting time emo and being lazy~

1) get back into my exercise habit. Snap a before (today) after (dont know when) picture. WHAT DID I DONE~!!!! saw the picture and really super duper upsad~!!!! (no way i'm gonna post it now)... random search youtube for some beginner workout (ya~ back from beginner d)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UItWltVZZmE erm... honestly i cant even sustain till end of the programme, this is how *s***** i am now.. need take awhile to back to my usual stamina i think. but never too late to restart~!

2) So after exercise, i notice my floor super dirty ( eye lost focus and keep staring on it during the exercise session). Continue my so called cool down session by cleaning the floor... from room to living room to kitchen (nearly lost control knock my housemate room to mop theirs too). Feel like a proud maid, when see the floor shining bling bling~ huhu

3) Singapore situation still "under control" but cases been increasing, and im lazy kind of person, so plan to do groceries shopping, wish shop for a month... hope my plan goes well, this way i can save money as well.

4) not least, enjoy the rainy days, accompanied by my jazz background, working from home wasn't so bad afterall~ and lucky im anti social~ so i kinda enjoy self moment <3 p="">

Ms Corona

Few things i learn from Ms Corona (feel we shall respect her achievement)

1) she is business minded

• she go international level with strategy
• start from Asia then move to the West 
• she apply MLM method

2) she not racist

• she aim everyone as long they are easily influenced (covidiot)

3) she persistent 

• she wont allow anything to stop her - no mercy

4) she stay firm

• she dont care who are the big bro or sis 
• she want it mean she will get it

5) she low profile

• while do the planning, she keep it low profile until she succeed, no one will expect this to happen till she appear - but it's too late d

6) she loving, gentle and a great reminder

• she still let people have hope through proper awareness level
• she make us to stay at home 
• she make us spend more time with family
• she make our pets confused - why we no longer go to work (will they have more food)
• she make our Earth gained back some health
• she make us start to notice that we take things for granted
• she make us love ourself more and start doing things we always say "we have no time to do"
• she make us eat more healthy, stay more healthy, and be more alert on our surroundings 
• she make us appreciate technology~ we can share our cook recipe, video call our loves one, and keep updated (even with fake news)

7) she is the moment of truth

• most employer will know who is the real employee that will stay with them
• most businessman will know who is the real customer/vendor that always at their side
• most family appreciate each other more ( or maybe hate each other more)
• couples have more chance to reconsider about their marriage
• we have more time to plan details (if we survive this crisis)
• most people will know who are the selfish one, who are the one really care for us (those nag most)
• everyone actually very creative - especially when it comes to designing the mask etc... 
• even spammer need to stay updated to spam people

So, after all, she not that bad i guess? Hope everyone can get through this together and be more appreciative~ 

Im writing again 2020

hmm~ once a year~ there is always reason for me to log in here to type again. This round need to thanks to Ms Corona~

Now im in Singapore where as my friends and family are mostly in Malaysia implementing MCO. So spiritually i will always be there for them (that's are what friend for~~~)

Sometimes try not be too pessimist- why not look from another side of everything from 18 March to 31 March, now extended to 14 April.. about 28 days~ more than a month, great start to practise new habit.. such as writing again? 

As for personal point of view - below will be some of the good side I see from current situation
1) We have more times spend with family - parents, siblings and most important our pets~!
2) We appreciate technologies - we are well updated with latest situation- be it Ms Corona updates or updates on our friends and family, and I can still "SEE" my friends and family through video call.
3) We become good cook - unless you are lucky enough to have chef at home

hmm.. What else ah? let me think about it and write more tomorrow